15 April 2007
maybe you're just plain innocent.
or you're just trying to bring me down.with your words.
maybe you're just excited.
or you're trying to be sarcastic.
i dont know.you seem to be enjoying hurting me.
hurting me so badly.
maybe you're just using me to have a good friend gathering and indulge yourself in it.
you never even knew the amount of effort we people put in.
you just sent some sweet messages trying to show us that you care.when you don't.
i dont know why you're always interfering into other's business.
i dont know why everyone worships you like what even though they know what you've done.
i dont know why you always badmouth about others,and the next day you go lala with them.
please.everyone has feelings.
they're not your puppets.
and you're not some princess or what.
why should we even care about your feelings,when you dont care about us.
why must we be the one making you happy.
and then make ourselves unhappy.
why must we be the one tolerating you.
why must we be the one accepting you of all your deeds.
why must we be the one revolving around that damn life of yours.
why.why is everyone trying to lie to themselves,just to prove that they're strong.
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