08 January 2008
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Many many thoughts are rushing to my brain now, so i cant help but blog them down in points before i forget.
-I'm sad about the camp shirt
-sitting on the swing makes me happy
-i miss aeroplanes
-i think im happy enough to be reading blogs especially yours.
-marie called me fan tong
-im not looking forward to camp
-i see eyebags and dark circles around my eyes for the first time
-im killing myself with cold water
-the aircon on the bus was practically freezing my brain just now
-it was nice talking to marie at the oplayground at iryani's house
-i feel so tired
-im lazy to pack and i intend to do it only tmr morning
-i still think P person is the worst being on earth, im gonna irritate this person as much as i can
-i think im gonna die during camp without music
-i think it would be nice if people could communicate without using their mouth, silence can be nice too
-i dont mind having a world of darkness, although im blind at night
-i found many many memorable things in my file yesterday(:
-i have many things on my mind now
-i think everything happens for a reason, but when things happens because of that stupid C person, i dont think it's worth.
-humans are so realistic.
Training was rather nothing-to-do for me today, cos i was stuck in the office and saw things that made me feel rather sad.so that few of us stayed on at the bbc until 6 plus and i think it was nice to be there(: snap pictures and swinging around. walked down to compass and as usual, many funny things happened but i thought i was rather tired to laugh already.lingered around and walked to iryani's house after that. had a nice talk with marie, we were talking about how we got punished when we were sec 1s, everyone starts crying when that 1 person gets punished and we have to look, the half squat for 7 mins and pump and pump and pump. UG camp was bestest(: i miss crawling over the flour with the NCOs throwing flour at you. i think the bunch of us are realy the psycho ones who enjoy punishment so much.
CD lesson today was soooooooooooooooooooooooo cute luh, self referal counselling for stuffs such as sexual abuse, gender identity(haha)? but what she said somehow makes sense, maybe i should stop thinking so much into one thing, and it'll most probably be at the back of my head the next day
this is a very random part:
i hope someone would one day snatch the mic from that C person during assembly and make the whole school retaliate her. What's the use of the indoor sports hall, copy montfort ah? benefit ONLY the sports cca ah?
to that person: Have you ever thought about the opinions of other students, the memories they had in the bbc and all, and now it's all gonna be gone. and UGs are gonna be stuck in the carpark for the rest of their UG life, dont you have common sense, try doing drills in the carpark, i think you'll faint man, with no ventilation and all. you seriously are not thoughtful enough, let alone BE that person to lead. oh yea, you can say it straight if you dont like us also, you might want to close the cca too since we're like nothing in your eyes.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair the things are reminding me of you
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