21 June 2010
Haven't popped by blogger for a while -.-"
visit http://asilentriot.tumblr.com
~visual expression~ because i dont know what to write and....it's like, i reblog everything.
i feel like i've lost myself ever since poly started.
i'm no longer the loud hailer i was in sjc.
i'm so self conscious now and i just....dont feel as happy as i was in sjc.
HELLO?!?!
carmen neoooo, why're you such a quiet kid now ):
my self confidence level have dropped to a new low.
something inside me feels like it's shrinking everytime i'm giving a presentation, or just talking to somebody, anybody.
even during rowing, i'm the only one who lowers my head.
something's awfully wrong with me.
i need to do something about myself.
i need to find myself back.
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